Cold Hearted

I am a cold hearted bitch, appartently.  Is it odd that when I heard this, I felt pleasured?  Another part of me wanted to curl into a ball, cry, and yell "How could she SAY that?!" 
But I thought, like the girl I am "cool." 
"When I look into your eyes, I just see darkness.  Emptiness." 
"Oooh, I LIKE that!"  Let's just say, I'm going to store that away as a compliment. 
That's one of my oddities.  I do NOT like being complimented on my school inteligence, or looks. 
Do not like it. 
But. if you touch up on the stuff defined as "creepy," then I'm all smiles.
Did I mention just how odd I am?  And I'm not edven telling you the WHOLE of it.

Deals With The World

Whoever is up there, around here, or down there, has dealt me some crappy cards.
But you know what?
I can still play to win.

Yes, no, or Just Maybe?

Friends.  Now, everyone knows there is no positive yes, or no.  There is a different point of veiw, perspective, or angle. 
So.  No one is completely in love, or positively in love.  But then that means that no one is fully out of love, either.
No true love.  It's a myth. 
Now, back to friends.  No one has perfect friends.  You can look at bad friends, and say "We aren't like that."
Oh, yes, you are. It's just it's internal and little stabs, ones that aren't fully veiwed on display, but definetly not hiding.  No real friends.  No one has that.